Wonderful Night!

haaaaaaaaaai universe..i just had such a wonderful night<3 okay, let me tell you. hari Sabtu, 14 Mei 2011. tebak siapa yang ultah? :$ yaaaap si Yunan. hahhaha yaudah gue ucapin tuh di bbm, gue ketiduran dan kebangun jam 2 pagi. worse, i cant be the first one yang mengucapkan hahhah untungnya dia masih bangun. Gue ngucapin panjaaaaaaaaang lebar! siang nya gue siap-siap buat brgkt ke Alpen. Hari itu ada lomba futsal, basket plus saman. Gue ke Alpen janjian sama Dira sama Nabila, because we are going to waaaaaaatch...

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaak A Rocket To The Moon, yang bakal bareng sm Hey Monday, The Downtown Fiction. Pas gue nyampe Alpen, gue bbm-in Dira nanya posisi mereka dimana, ternyata mereka di mobil nya Dira, yaudah gue lgsg nyari mbl Dira. Awalnya kita ngobrol-ngobrol berhubung pd males ke dalem Alpen karna matahari yang begitu terik...wheeew. Akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk masuk ke dalam dan melihat pertandingan. Dan yaaaaaaaa ALPEN MENANG!!!! dan lagi disitu ada si Haekal alias keke alias setan nyahahah cnd, dia ngenalin gue sama si Anza, temennya. yaudah deh ya gitu deh hahahah. Okay, akhirnya yang cowo2 udah pd selesai tanding. Kita ngumpul bareng2 dan bingung ke sana naik apa, mobil Hilman?apa mobil Kelvin? tadinya kita mau kesana naik mobil Dira, tp berhubung supir nya yang ada urusan. Setelah berdebat sekian lama kita naik mobil Hilman, di dalem situ ada Hilman, Iqbal, Raihan, Yunan, Gue, Nabila, Dira. Pas nyampe kita udah lega bgt tuh ga telat. Tapi ada satu masalah....REDZKI KELVIN MANA WOYYY LEMOTBANGEEEEET. mana tiket mereka ada di Nabila, yaudah akhirnya kita nunggu di depan, sambil nunggu si Nabila sama Dira makan dulu tuh, gue sih engga. Sambil nunggu, gue nanya2 ke tmn2 gue yang udh ada di dalem. Semuanya blg disana crowded bgt aaa panik. oke.......tenangin diri dan tetep nunggu Redzki. Gue kebengong. Gue nengok kanan dan YAK. Gue sekilas liat Chicko, anak Al-Azhar JP yang gue kenal dari LDK OSIS Se-Al Azhar. Gue lgsg bbm-in dia dan ternyata bener. eh emang dasar itu anak, dia teriak2 manggil nama gue. tp gue tetep sok2 innocent dan ga liat dia. trs dia dan temen2 nya tetep teriak2 manggil nama gue dan....nama panjang gue. Tiba2 Redzki bbm kalo dia udh nyampe. langsung deh tuh gue buru2 kabur sambil bilang, "Eh pada denger gak sih ada orang manggil2 nama gue?" trs pada bingung gitu. Si Redzki yang baru aja dtg, nanya ada apa. gue bilang kalo si Chicko manggil2 nama gue, dan teryata Chicko adalah temen SD nya Redzki.....ok, awkward. dunia emang sempit. Si Redzki nyamperin dan sebentar ngobrol2 gitu. Akhirnya kita rame2 masuk ke dalem. Eh ketemu sama Ninis dan Tia, adek kelas gue. Trus ketemu lagi sama Namirah. akhirnya kita bareng2 masuk. tapi kenapa gate gue beda sendiri?nahloh...anjir. yaudah akhir nya gw barengan sama Namirah, Tia, Ninis setelah tuker2an tiket. Kita masuk dan ketemu sm yang lain. plus cowok2 yang udah nunggu sekian lama. Kita dpt tempat di kanan stage.

Pertama perform adalah TDF..alias The Downtown Fiction. Gila. Gila. Gila....Cameron ganteng bgt. parah. lagu pertama yang di bawain adalah...BEST I NEVER HAD. ok, judul nya aja udah menggambarkan ttg yg gue alamin. Kibay lgsg ngmg "tuhh lagu lo". Mau nangis aja tuh, gatau knp. Gue lgsg liat2an sm si itu. Seakan2 pikiran gue sama dia sama. Gue lgsg ikutin konser sambil melting liat Cameron yg ganteng banget. tapi sayang nya ketutupan sama badan2 orang gatau diri udah tau gede tinggi tp di depan (nasib orang pendek gini nih... . . .... . ) masih inget bgt, dia pake celana merah dan jas atau apa gatau ah warna putih gt pokoknya. masih inget bgt tingkah nya si Cameron yg konyol plus cuteeeeee dan di akhir perform fyi.....Cameron ngmg CENAT CENUT..........................:O

Next perform, Hey Monday! Cassadee nya cantik bgt, pas candles...pd bawa lilin gitu. pokoknya gitudeh. gue mulai capek, ngantuk, bosen. tapi masih harus semangat karna masih harus ngeliat halvo. A Rocket To The Moon<3

Finally, setelah sekian lama. yang di tunggu2 dateng. pas break time nya lumayan lama, jadi gue dan yang lain ngambil kesempatan buat maju2 ke depan. gue sama namirah paling napsu plus semangat. sambil nunggu gue sama namirah ngelawak2 ga jelas gt, ya biasalah(-_-) masih lama...ga mulai2 makin kesel karna makin byk yang nyerobot gue dan temen2. Dira udah ga kuat, akhirnya dia mundur kebelakang. dan YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY mereka muncul. gue dan namirah tanpa basa basi lgsg ngambil tempat, dan ya gue dpt di depan. First song, On Your Side. Gue lgsg teriak2 nyanyi bareng. Gue speechless. Nick ganteng apalagi Halvo......oh my god. gue gabisa ngmg apa2 selain "oh my god" gue sampe diketawain mbak2 didepan gue gara2 teriak oh my god terus. gue sama namirah teriak2 histeris. Namirah teriak "NICK I LOVE YOU!" gue dengan semangat dan napsu teriak "WOI ERIC(halvo) ERIC WOOOIIIII YAAMPUN ERIC AAAH ERIC WOII YAAMPUN" dan yak. mbak2 di depan gue ketawa ngeliat tingkah gue dan namirah....but. di depan gue ada lagi yang sewot, she said. "just stop it lah" gedek. langsung gedek. namirah langsung nyindir, "norak si, gapernah nntn konser. kalo gamau berisik gausah disini." HAHAHHA. Next song, Annabelle. gue nyanyi sambil loncat2. sambil teriak2 manggil halvo...but useless. coba dia nengok ah yaampun. tanpa di sangka rambut gue menggangu orang lain ehe ehe ehe ehe. mbak2 di blkg gue lgsg ngmg, "bisa tolong di cepol ga?" haaa yaampun pdhl udh gue ikut satu. emang dasar ya ni rambut nyusahin-_- yaudah akhir nya gue cepol rambut gue dan lgsg loncat2 lagi. Pas Baby Blue Eyes gue lgsg nengok, sayang..dia galiat. hahhaha bodooo gue nyanyi2 sendiri. berharap something happen...daaan ga disangka2 Nick, membawakan "Not A Second To Waste" sumpah gue keinget seseorang yang mau mainin lagu ini tp gajadi2 mulu haaaaaahaha. Gue mengikuti konser itu, bener2 semangat dan mata gue gabisa pindah dari Halvo, si cute yang satu itu. dan tbtb Nick nyanyiin LIKE WE USED TO! anjir..keinget 16. ada yang mau janji nyanyiin+mainin gitar lagu ini pas tanggal 16, tepat 1 bulan sejak kejadian berakhir nya gue dan dia. dan dgn gampang nya dia batalin janji itu dia blg otp aja, tapi apa? hhahahaha forget that. gue lgsg teriak "Woi yang ada dirumah, denger nih lagu!" sambil nyanyi dan hampir mau nangis. pokoknya byk deh lagu nya gue lupa apa aja. The last song, Mr. Right. gue nyanyi sambil berharap kalo konser itu gabakalan berakhir. inget bgt, si Nick nyanyi "Ooh Jakarta, im in love with you. are you in love with me too?" pas Dakota. akhirnya selesai itu konser.

Gue keluar, tadi nya mau ketemuan sama Karisha sama Dinda, tapi gajadi. Gue pulang bareng, Dira. awalnya naik mobil Namirah trs di drop di rumah kelvin. just had a wonderful night :):):):):)

The Rules of a Gentleman

soooooo, this is it. i just found it on tumblr and yah i agree. well, if you say that you r a gentlemen, r u sure? really?....you shuld read this carefully and learn how to treat a girl and be the REAL gentlemen.

1. Run with her on the beach.
2. Give her your sweater when she's cold.
3. Never talk about other girl infront of her.
4. Learn to play the guitar for her.
5. Comfort her when she's scared.
6. Watch the sunset with her.
7. If she cant sleep, read her a bedtime story.
8. If you get in a fight with her, and she starts crying. just stop and hold her.
9. Never force her to do anything.
10. Call her beautiful, especially when she least expects it.
11. Never let her walk home alone.
12. Play with her hair when she's laying on your chest.
13. Always make the first move.
14. Never lie to her, she'll find out.
15. Kiss her when she's sleeping.
16. Sing to her no matter how terrible your voice is.
17. When she's fighting with someone, defend her even when you dont think she's right.
18. Accept her for who she is.
19. Call her beautiful instead of hot or sexy.
20. Dont let go first during a hug.
21. Tell her if she has something in her hair.
22. Tell her you love her before she sleeps every night.
23. Never go through her messages.
24. Making her look bad infront of your friends will make you look bad, too.
25. Always have her back.
26. Kiss her in the rain.
27. Leave her a voice message to wake up to.
28. Stay on the call with her even if she fell asleep.
29. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
30. Give her piggybacks rides.
31. Call her babe.
32. Apologize when you're wrong.
33. Always open the door for her.
34. Boobs or butts doesnt matter.
35. Notice the little things.
36. Give her flowers.
37. Good hygine is a must.
38. Be confident.
39. Dont swear.
40. Carry things for her.
41. Always be the stronger one.
42. Pay for dinner.
43. Hold her chair.
44. Be a good listener.
45. Dont brag.
46. Compliment her.
47. Dont use her.
48. Respect her.
49. Perform random acts of kindness.
50. Never take her for granted.
51. Give her breakfast in bed.
52. Hang out with her friends too, not just yours.
53. Do whatever it takes to make her happy.
54. She's more important than videogames.
55. If she slaps you, you probably deserved it.
56. She should have three things from you; your sweatshirt, a stuffed animals, and a really pretty ring.
57. Never slap her, even if it's just a joking way.
58. If they complain that something hurts, rub it from them without being asked.
59. Forget her birthday once, and you are screwed.
60. Hug her from the back.
61. Never insult her, even if you're joking around.
62. Dont make a promis if you're gonna break it.
63. Never miss a date.
64. Try your best to get her something on your vacation; it doesnt have to be expensive, as long as its from heart.
65. Wear that knitted sweater that she made for you; it will mean the world to her.
66. Never ask her to buy you things.
67. If you love her, show her; not your friends.
68. Dont get upset if she wants to watch chick flicks; you might even like it.
69. When she's sick, dont neglect her.
70. Reply her texts.
71. Never ask a girl out because of a dare.
72. Never be late for a date.
73. Unexpected surprises.
74. When both of you are in a fight, take the blame even if she's wrong.
75. Listen to what she has to stay.
76. If you know she loves you, dont play with her emotion and take advantage of it.
77. When she refuses to talk to you because you did something to upset her, insist and make up for it.
78. Make her feel like a princess
79. Shift to the dangerous side when crossing the street.
80. When she drops something, stop whatever you're doing to help her.
81. Never let her down or blow her off.
82. Treat her like your bestfriend.
83. Kiss the back of her hand.
84. Love her she least deserves it-- thats when she needs it the most.
85. Tell her your stories and feelings too. She wants to hear them. Promise.
86. Dont tell her lies just to spare her feelings, she'd rather know the truth now rather than finding out later.
87. Yes, "I'm cold" is another way of saying "hug me."
88. Believe her and believe in her.
89. Always listen to what she has say.
90. Good grammar is sexy.
91. Look her in the eyes.
92. Let her rest her head on you shoulder.
93. Take the initiative to go and talk to her.
94. Have pillows fights with her.
95. Never talk bad behind her back.
96. Never be a jerk to her infront of her friends.
97. Never go to the parties or hang out with other girls without her.
98. Never make excuses.
99. Dont talk to her when you're mad. you'll screw something up.
100. Dont try to keep anything from her.
101. Slip sweet notes in her locker...they will make her day.
102. Never let a day pass without saying 'I love you' to her.
103. Always protect her from anykind of harm.
104. Never give her a reason to think that she's a man in the relationship.
105. Grand gestures.
106. Kiss her under the stars.
107. Love her unconditionally.
108. Make her an album of songs that reminds you of her.
109. Never lead her on if you know nothing's going to happen.
110. Never answer, "does this make me look fat?"question.....it's a trick.
     
111. If you love her, never let her slip away.
112. Your warmth soothes her heart.
113. When going out, dont ask her what she wants to do, take charge and decide.
114. Smile and laugh at her jokes even if they arent funny.
115. If you dont have time for her. Make time for her.
116. Always be available for her.
117. If you love her, tell her before it's too late.
118. Never forget an anniversary.
119. When your around her, always make her feel your her first and last.
120. It's the little compliments that means a lot to her.
121. Show her off infront of your or her friends.
122. When she's tired, carry her.
123. Never accuse.
124. Do it because you want to, not because you want something back in return.
125. Action speak louder than words.
126. Have-those-i-love-you-more-fights....she thinks it's cute.
127. Dont say "whatever" when you are arguing...it'll make her more mad.
128. Never blame her for your mistakes.
129. She loves that cute smirk, promise.
130. A gentleman is one who never hurts anyone's feelings unintentionally.
131. No more bro's before ho's. Well respected woman, before bro's.
132. Dont go anywhere without kissing her goodbyes.
133. Hold the door for every girl, attractive or not.
134. Try to write a song for her, even if you're not musically inclined.
135. Text her good morning to have her a day with a smile.
136. She comes first, always.
137. Never let her forget how much she means to you.
138. Never let her fall asleep waiting for your call.
139. Her "nothing" is always something.
140. Never tell a girl she doesnt understand. Ever. Chances are she does.
141. Foreahead kisses.
142. Have a day just for you and her, she love the one on one time.
143. Have tickle fights with her.....but let her win.
144. Dance with her even there's no music.
145. Stay up, even you are tired to talk or chat with her.
146. Never give her a reason to doubt your feelings for her.
147. Never rejected her kisses or hugs.
148. Dont text or call her just because you are bored.
149. Kiss her spontaneously in the middle of sentence.
150. Love her for who she is, not for who you want to be.
151. When she pushes you away, pull her in closer.
152. Call her love. It sounds classy.
153. Tuck her hair behind her ear.
154. Never compare her with you ex-girlfriend. She is uncomparable.
155. Never understimate a girl's ability to find things out.
156. If you fall in love with her, tell her. Just be prepared to catch her.
157. In the middle of a hug, squeeze a little harder...she'll love it, promise.
158. A gentleman always cheers for his hometown team. Win or lose.
159. A gentleman respect every women in his life. If you cant respect you own mother, forget about respecting your girlfriend.
160. Stupid lame jokes. awkwardly adorable moments.
161. A gentleman never hits a girl, ever.
162. A gentleman always thinks before he says.
163. A gentleman is never rude.
164. A gentleman never break a promise.
165. Dont try to outdress a woman, she shud be the center of attention and shudnt feel that she's underdressed.
166. A gentleman always dresses well.
167. Dont just talk the talk.
168. Look people in the eyes when you greet them and shake their hand.
169. Never cut someone off.
170. If you're trying to have a relationship, let them know. If you're not and you're just trying to hit. let them know, too.
171. Open doors. Pull out chair. Let her prder first. Simple manners.
172. No, she doesnt look fat in that dress. Yes, even if she does.
173. Give girl a little extra respect.
174. Secret rooftop meeting never gets old.
175. Calling her "baby" will make her melt everytime, promise.
176. When she listening to the radio, if a love song comes on squeeze her hand tighter.
177. Your girlfriend isnt prettiest of them all, because in your eyes, she should be the only one who is pretty.

hmm for now, it just that's all. well, gue ga nuntut semua cowok buat jd seperti itu. i think, hmm just be yourself. just the way you are. dan gua bakal nerima dia apa adanya. tapi, gaada salah nya kan buat jd seseorang yg dinginkan oleh rata-rata cewe? walopun ada yang gak sesuai jg sm gw.. okay. Just Be Yourself. :-)

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10 Top Lies

1. Nothing.
2. You’re really pretty.
3. I’m not hungry.
4. Five minutes.
5. I don’t mind.
6. I won’t tell anyone.
7. I’m sorry.
8. I’m fine.
9. I love you.
10. I’m on my way.
    

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i dont know what i feel ryt now. it just like..you dont know what to do. you think everything you do is wrong. always wrong. you feel lyk a dumb. thats what i feel. did u understand? have you ever feel lyk that? until you crying in your room. you lock yourself in your room. you feel lyk you wanna scream out. but it just like no one cares about you. its like you r sick of everyone around. With their big fake smiles and stupid lies. you wanna run away from this world this life but it's just can't. thats all what i feel. so fucked up. C.O.M.P.L.I.C.A.T.E.D


this song its just like me.....so me. this just represent my feeling. im sure that you all already know this song.

Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Yesterday, I was browsing my Facebook and then I saw this. Poor angel, I’m very disappointed, mad, sad, I was about to cry. This new born baby was found at our village, at the creek. I don’t know what happened. There are a lot of stories about this kid. The mother is a maid and the father is a foreigner, and there’s another story that the mother is a maid and the father is a tricycle driver. Whoever or whatever they are, this kid’s parent is an asshole. Life is a gift from God,it is precious, every breath we take. I can’t find the words to tell, I’m really crying because I pity this child, very beautiful child. I don’t know if this baby’s a she or a he all I know is this is an angel. I’m so sad that he didn’t even saw the world, we didn’t got the chance to see him smile, his first steps, his first teeth, speak his first words. Everyone’s broken-hearted, we feel so numb, we’re crying even though we don’t know this kid. For this angel, you are home now with our Father, you’re in His loving arms. You’ll never suffer and be harmed again. I just hope justice will fight for this child.

Little Angels
- Author Unknown

When God calls little children
to dwell with him above,
We mortals sometime question
the wisdom of his love.
For no heartache compares with
the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world,
seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
the aged to his fold,
So He picks a rosebud,
before he can grow old.
God knows how much we need them,
and so he takes but a few
To make the land of Heaven
more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult still
somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows
will always be “Goodbye.”
So when a little child departs
we who are left behind
Must realize God loves children,
Angels are hard to find.

For everyone out there, please realize this as an awareness that life is precious, please don’t take that away.

I NEED THAT MAN.