akhirnya libur juga-_-

helooo semuanye, apakabar lo pade? pada kangen kagak ama aye? kangen doooong yega? unyunyunyu :3

akhirnya ye, akhirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gue L-I-B-U-R ! yeyeyee :DD

yah tapi bosen bgt nih gakemanamana-___- but, i've a plan that's :

- reuni bareng tementemen

- ke dufan seangkatan

- ketemu si ardi bareng bhita sama difa

- trus ke baliiii yeye uhuuuuuu

tapi ya, gue masih bingung secara, pas ke dufannya tuh tanggalnya paspasan sama pas mau reuni-_- jadi harus pickone deh, menurut kalian yang manaaaaa? tapi gue males deh kalo reuni tuh ya ada temen gue yang lupa gitu sama temen lama EHEHE oiya sama kacang lupa kulitnya z-_-

udah gituya, pas mau ke bali tuh pas tanggal 5-11 dan kita tuh udah masuuuuuk! akhirnya cuma mama doang deh

trustrus kalo masalah ketemu si ardi kagak taudah gue jadi apa kagak. mudahmudahan aja jadi ye

sekian dan termakasih :p

cheya

let it flow~

helloooo kalian semua apakabar? hihihi gue juga baikbaik sajaaaaaa.

tauga? sekarang gue lagi sukasukanya sama katakata LET IT FLOW artinya 'biarkan mengalir'

gatau kenapa, katakata itu terlintas pas gue lagi banyak masalah. gue mikirmikir gimana entar terus bingungbingung gitu gimana biar masalanya selesai tapi tibatiba hati gue bilang 'udah deh jalanin aja apa yang ada, biarin aja ngalir kayak air'

gue jadi suka bgt sama katakata itu dan gue selalu make katakata itu buat ngadepin masalah yang ada. haha.

okeyaaa

sekian news flash nantikan berita selanjutnya

kisskiss hughug smooooch :**

CHIAAAA

JE-RA-WAT

helooooo aku lagi kesel banget nih sama jerawat kuuuuuuu! padahal ya, dulu tuh jarang banget ada jerawat sekalipun ada jerawat pasti langsung ilang trus gaada bekasnya-_-

aaaaa sekarang jerawatnya banyak bangetngetngeeeeeet. jadi bruntusan gituuuu. bete-____-

aa gimana dooong? gimana ini? makin hari makin banyak-.-

oooooiya kata supirku sihya penyebab-penyebab jerawat :

- emang garagara lagi 'puber'

- TIDUR MALEEEM! <-------aku sekarang tidur malem terus-__--

- pola makan

- JATUH CINTA

nahloooooooooo, haha oke kalo emang garagara itu. gue bakal usahain melakukan upayaupaya seperti

- tidur lebih pagi sekitar jam 9an paling malem jam setengah sebelas *harusdiusahakan*

- hm, makan sayursayuran? i dont think so.......................but, gue bakal nyobaaaa!

- jatuh cinta? hm

HAHAHA. itulah upayaupaya gue yang harus gue laksanain *ceilehbahasaguadaritadi*

sekian news flash nantikan berita selanjutnyaa

smoooooooch

kisskiss

CHIAAAA

what i feel this?

see? there're many reason that why i dont want to lose you. there're many reason that i cant forget you. but it cant be explained. oooooh oke, i can. i can. i can!! so many word that i say i can forget him, but the fact? it difficult to forget him. honestly, in my heart was no longer feeling in love with him. because he has been replaced or perhaps because he had been possessed by another girl. and now, i dont care anymore. but you still haunted me! why? why? every you're online i always hope you're greet me. but the fact? you dont. and i no longer love you! when i've no more sense to you. but why? why you always make me feel like this. you make me feel that i love you but really i dont.

hello sayamasihbangunloh -_-_-_-_-

heloooooooooooooooo yang lain udah pada tidur ya? masih melek nih. kayak biasa insomnia o.O

gatau kenapa akhirakhir ini jadi tidur malem teruuuus :O eh tauga sekarang jam berapa? 03.30 w.e.w haha, paling nanti tidur sampai siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang hahaha. btw, cerita apa ya? hm.

oiya bete nih sama mama. abis aku dimarahin mulu siiiiiih padahal kan gak semuanya salah aku -_-_-_- hehe but, i still love my mother until the end of time!!!!!!!!!!!

apalagi ya?

ooooooooooooooooooiya! masamasa tadi mama ngajakin ke 'ps' nah aku kira plaza senayan taunya plaza semanggi-_--_-_- yang goblok siapaaaaaaaaaa? mana gajadi ketemu si itu lagi. tadinya dia ngajakin aku ketemuan di sency loh haha. tau gak ngajakinnya gimana? di chat sih. mau tau? awawaw gini nih :

G = gue D = dia

blablabla........

G = lagi apa lo?

D = ngecharge bb, lo?

G = otw nih

D = kmn?

G = ps

D = wedeeeeeh ke sency, ketemuan yooook

G = ayoook

eh trus gatau lagi deh bb nya diambil mama hhhhhh.

akhirnya aku sms dia nanyain jadinya gimana dan akhirnya................................failed

lagian sih mama juga salah info nih aaah mama tellmi-.- wekekekk padahal kan kalo ketemu ya lumayan wekekek

akhirnya aku bilang decccc 'yaudah lain kali aja mungkin kita emang gak ditakdirin ketemu. lagian kan entar mau ketemuan kan' aseeeeeeek. yaudadeh bodoooo hahahah

HAHHAHAHAAH

*mulaigila* haha, udah ya segini dulu bingung abisnya wkwkwk

DADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

LOVEYOU, XOXO

CHEYYYA

issssh KACANG LUPA KULITNYA!!!!

isssh gue lagi kesel banget nih bloggiesssss maaf yaa nyampah-_-_-_-

sooooooo, gue kesel bgt sama temen sd gue. dia ngelupain gue gitu aja, yes i know, there lots of new friends better than me, ryt? tapi inget gak? 6 tahun kita bareng. bayangin e-n-a-m tahun! gitu aja lo lupain semua memory persahabatan kita? hah?

dulu, lo gaada apaapanya tanpa gue, inget? banyakbanget kenangan yang kita lewatin trus lo lupain gitu aja garagara GENG BARU LO ITU HAH? dari sedih,berantem,seneng,ketawa, semuanya b-a-r-e-n-g! i spell it again B-A-R-E-N-G! got it? haaaaa?

inget gak, pas kita baru pisah di smp masingmasing trus lo lagi kesel sama dia. lo digituin sama mereka. lo minta bantuan gue, gue udah frontal bantuin lo, masalah lo udah selesai kan? lo udah baikan sama mereka, TERUS LO LUPAIN GUE GITU AJA HAAA? KACANG LUPA KULITNYA!!!! segitu lupanya lo sama gua?

inget gak? dulu setiap lo curhat selalu gue dengerin. gue nyomblangin lo sampe lo jadian, dan pas lo kesel sama dia, gue bantuin. sampe pas lo putus juga lo gue bantu. gue ngejalanin itu semua dengan ikhlas. duluu, setiap lo lagi kesel sama si 'r' lo curhat ke gue, gue kasih saran yang terbaik, gue, selalu kasih lo yang terbaik!!!!!!! and now, what the rewards from all that i've done for you?

gue sms lo gadibales, ngirim wall ke lo gadibales, segitu sibuknya lo sama temen baru lo? ha? segitu sibuknya lo sama dunia lo sendiri?

SAMPE LO LUPAIN TEMEN LAMA LO? gue aja masih inget lo sampe gue nulis tentang lo di blog gue~~~

nah elo? isssh.

the last, i just wanna say CONGRATS DEH BUAT ELO YANG UDAH PUNYA TEMEN BARU, GENG BARU LUPA SAMA YANG LAMAAAAA

sekian yaa bloggieees, maaf nyampah lagi kesel tothe maxxxx -_-_-

LOVE YOOOOOOOU, XOXO

CHEEYA

sorry :(

i apologize for all my mistakes. if i ever hurt you, if i annoying. if i selfish. if i copycat. i just wanna get a life. i am tired of all my fucking problems. heloooooo i'm not perfect girl. i must have some mistakes. you're too, ryt?

i'm sorry if i following others people, yes i am 'copycat' but, it wasnt intentionally.

if you think that you never follow someone else? maybe uncosciously or cosciously you also have. we're human beings, isnt it? we must have a mistake. except you consider yourselves as THE PERFECT GIRL.

alright, sebenernya gue ngeposting ini gatau buat siapa, yang jelas gue dapet kritikan dari fme kalo gue copycat. yes i am. but, you're too ryt? pasti lo juga pernah kan? mungkin lo gasadar, tapi pasti pernah.

okeee cukup sekian dan terima kasih :D

C-H-I-AAA-

xoxo

LOVEYOOOOOOOOOU

two is better than one-boys like girls

dalem banget ini lagu sumpeeeeeeeh. AAA but i like it :)

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

the reason-hoobastank

heybloggiess! you-know? gatau kenapa gue suka aja sama lirik ini lagu bacadeh :) hehe sekalian dengerin yaa cari aja lagunya wkwk

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

my lovely dad's birthday :')

hello bloggiest! today is my daddy's birthdaaaaay uwuwu sooooo, i just wanna say

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY DAD! LOVEYOOOU FOREVER UNTIL THE END OF TIME! WISHYOUHEARTALWAYSINMYHEART!

i'm sorry dad for all the mistakes i've done. i also will forgive all your mistakes. although so far you're not a good daddy, but i still love you. and will not stop loving you. though you never gave the role of a father to me, but you're always in my heart. whatever they say about you, i dont care. i still love you. i offer my prayers for you. i want you to become a good daddy and can make your child proud of you

mungkin aku hanya bisa menyampaikan ini semua lewat blog ini. aku selalu merindukan kamu. dimanapun kamu berada pah :') ya, bokap gue ada di bandung. jauuuh bgt dari sini. kita jarang ketemu. kadang gue kangen bgt sama bokap, banget banget. gue kangen peran bokap di keluarga gue, mungkin dia gapernah kasih gue sedikit peran ayah dalam keluarga. but its okey. its doesnt matter. your still become my daddy until whenever.

love you my daddy.

love you readers!

CHEEYA, xoxo♥

it's about my family! :D

gue, kakak gue, nyokap, bhima. udah lama bangeeeeeet pas masih kecil wkwk

helloooooooooo gue belom ceritain tentang keluarga gue ya? wkwk. iyaiya bakal gue ceritain kok :D honestly, i'm not proud to have a family like this. gakdeng, gue bangga juga sih sebenernya ;p

oke jadi gini, pas gue masih kecil, nyokap sama bokap gue cerai. so, gue anak broken home. so what? i don't care what you think. even so, i've succeeded an become like this. i'm proud of everything i can. i still love my life. and i remain grateful for all that God has given me. oke lanjut ceritanya.

sebelum nyokap bokap cerai, mereka ngasilin 3 anak yaitu gue, dan kedua kakak cowok gue.

yaapss si bagas dan si bhima. wk

duluuuduluuu bgt tuh gue tinggalnya di bandung, setelah nyokap cerai sama bokap. nyokap pindah ke jakarta bawa gue. kakak gue masih di bandung, gue di titipin sama eyang gue. dan nyokap bantingtulang cari kerja sanasini. setelah nyokap gue sukses dan dia ngambil kedua kakak gue dari bokap, trus kita pindah ke rumah hasil jerihpayah nyokap.

gaklama kemudian, bokap nikah lagi . dari hasil perkawinannya sama nyokap tiri gue, gue dapet dua adek. satu cewek dan satu cowok. haha

setelah itu, nyokap juga nikah lagi. dan ngasilin satu adek cewek buat gue :D

is their

it's my daddy! yes! big body, with smile lips. kadang gue kesel bgt sama dia. karena dia gapernah ngurusin gue dan kakakkakak gue, dia cuma ngurusin anaknya dari nyokap tiri gue, but honestly, deep inside in my heart i always love him. idk why.

i nevernevernever forget you! i always thinking about you! i always hope you thinking about me, and my brothers. not just your child in there. but in here too!

kadang gue rindu peran bokap di hidup gue. gue pengen kayak tementemen gue yang keluarganya utuh. but, i still proud to have family like this. i still proud to have father LIKE YOU!♥

and now, my motheeeer!

hehe. bangga banget gue punya nyokap kayak dia,walopun kalo marah serem bgt. tapi sayaaaang bgt gue sama dia.dia tetep bertahan walopun banyak cobaan yang dikasih Allah. hem, apalagi jadi single parents yaa tapi buktinya dia bisa gedein gue sampe sekarang? i'm proud to be your child mom! you're the best mom in the world! maaf yaaaaaaaa mamakuu aku sering bikin mama kesel. he he he.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

hello it's mah freaky brother

woohoooooo! emang ngeselin bgtbgtbgt anaknya. apalagi kalo udah berantem wush. but, you know what? baik bgtbgtbgt juga anaknya. so, dia itu kadang baik. kadang jahat muahahahah *evilaugh hahahaha. but, i'm proud to be his sister. ohyeah, dia drummer loh (y)

and ini diaaaaaaaa, kakak ku yang pertamaaaa

namanya bhima. gue kurang deket sih ya sama diaaa. abis pendiem bgt sih, udh gt ngeselin. tapi baik :DDD haha gimana dong? wk tapi seru loh buat diajak ngbrol. hem tapi orangnya weird gitu, tapi lucuuuuu! kadang gue deket juga sih sama diaaa haha

nih foto gue sama keluarga gue

ini gue, bagas, bhima, sama kedua adek gue dari nyokap tiri gue :p♥

yuhuuuuuuu. itu gue, nyokap tiri, adek gue, fia. yang digendong namanya bara. belakang, bokap, bagas, bhima ♥♥

the last, i just wanted to tell you about the poor family that i've. but, even so. i am still proud and i still love to my family. honestly, sometimes i want to have a happy family like friends other. but, if God has given this family? how? i can only be grateful for all that God has given me. because all he gave was the best for my life. proof, i still had in my life, i can excel in education. i'm still able to smile broadly. i stayed this long. i was glad to be part of my family have. and i dont want to lose them.

SMOOOOCH & BIG HUG!

LOVE YAAAA, XOXO

CHEEEEYA

M-I-D TEST!

bad news! aaaa udah gabisa santaisantai lagi. gabisa lehaleha. berloyoloyo, malesmalesan lagi.

senin besok gue bakalan MIDTEST oooooh god, please help me!

gabisa bgt buat vakum twitter, aaaa gue yakin nilai gue bakalan buruk semua. dan semuanya garagara T-W-I-T-T-E-R ! sebenernya salah gue juga sih gabisa ngontrol diri gue. aaaaa

paling seperti biasa gue :

1. nyontek

2. tanya temen

wk, I knew I had to do it as much as my own without cheating. but, what you know, guys? is difficult. I have to get good grades. I want parents proud. hmmmmm, maybe I'll try not to cheat! I will! for my parents, I-SURE-I-CAN! 'll see, I'll make you smile broaaaadly. and it was all just for me: D

udah yaaa bloggieeees :) mau b-e-l-a-j-a-r , bye!

wish me luck yaaaaaps!

loveyou xoxo.

CHEEEEYA

hello ppl!

hello guys! whoaaaaa, long time no see yaa. hehe. aku baru ngerobak blog ini. jadi gini deh.

hehe gimana menurut kalian? jelek yaa? maaf.

hehe, aku bingung abisnyaaaaa wk. hem kalo ada masukan atau saran di chatbox ajaa yaa:)

love xoxo,

cheeeeeya

MY FREAAKY BROTHER'S BIRTHDAAY :)!

hello guys! lo tau gak hari ini tanggal berapa? 12.03.2010 it's mean my brother's birthdaaay!

wew. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAAAAAAY MY BELOVED BROTHER :') cie tambah tuaa. hehe. makin pinter yaaaa :**

and more important JANGAN ISENGIN gue mulu yaaaa hehe. oiya, ulang tahun dia bareng loh sama sepupu gue yang gak kalah freaknya yaituuuu IMMANUEL ALFREDOO a.k.a EDO!

yep this he

freak kan tampangnya? aslinya? apalagi! beeeeh-____-

mereka ultah dirayain di PIM, keluarga makanmakan gitu, dan kita ngakak barengbareng :DDD garagara si edo dan bagas wkwkwk. seruuuu (y) (y)

the last, i just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAY MY BOY! hehe. semoga selalu dilindungi Allah amiiiiin. and, jangan isengin gue muluuuuuuuuu! especially for EDO

move on ! (Y)

yess! I can forget him! I'm sure I will! and it turns out, it's true! (Y)(Y)

bener kan apa kata gue! gue bilang bisa dan ternyata itu bener. dan haruuuuus! semua itu bisa gue buktiin sekarang. gue udah move on! emang cowok dia doang? segudang kali. haha, emang susah. tapi gue yakin gue bisa! gue pas-ti bisa.

gue bakal relain dia buat temen gue! harus. temen gue lebih cocok buat dia :') dibanding gue gak ada bagusbagusnya. dan gue lebih seneng liat temen gue seneng :') gue bakal relain. bahkan gue udah relain. yeeeeeees (Y)

alright everehbodeeeh i was move on! i'm proud ! i'm prouuuuuud!

when I felt brokenheart. and must choose-__-

increasingly love. the day he was getting better to me. we are getting closer. more frequent chat. and I feel even more growth. alright it was very difficult to express. and that while I felt in love, but while I was .................................. broken heart! and I had to choose. and it is very difficult and I can't!

so, my friend told me that he liked the people I love, perhaps more accurately ........................... him. in times like this I feel I should let go, and gave him to my friend. but I can't. but I'll try to beat. he's my friend, I don't want us to fight just because a boy that we love. and I had to succumb. I had to choose. yeah I'll do it! and they seem to like each other. it's hurt. but that's what I have to live. especially now that he has rarely greet me. Instead, should I go first to greet. he changed, and I missed when I was close to him. he's not used to greet me. now maybe he had forgotten about me. I was sick when I heard my friend's story about him, how close she was with him. but I'll promise to forget it! I will!

xoxo.

CHIAAAA

when? when i get a life? WHEN?

when I could live comfortably without any problems? unlikely. every problem that one over the other problems come. and so on, honestly. I'm tired of life filled with fucking problems that are not clear. please, understand about me a little.

when I get a life? whether life should be full of problems? enough. It is difficult to live life and solve problems. ooops, perhaps more accurately is FUCKING PROBLEM. oh God, I'm tired.please.

♥♥ L.O.V.E ♥♥

It is difficult to express the true feelings to him. honestly, at first I just take it as a friend, nothing more. but the longer I'm getting close to him, and love grows. yes, I like him!

yaaaap, gue jatuh cinta pada chat pertama o.O dia baik bgt sama gue, haha. orangorang sih jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama, lah gue? pada chat pertama-_-apabae.

almost every day, I chat with him. and always he who greeted me first. and in a chat that, he was kind to me. I have long harbored feelings I have, just me and God knows. no more. and I tried to cover it up. it's difficult to another knows it. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

just wanted to introduce my friends in alpen ♥

HELLO♥ lets start from BHITAA

cantikkan? banget! baik banget anaknyaaaaa♥ kalo lo udah knal dia beeh KO-CAK abis tau seru banget buat diajak gila-gilaan! oiya dia koki yang hebaaat&handal loh! apalagi buat macaroni beeeh two thumbs up deh buat bhitaa (Y) (Y) uwuwu loveyou yaa bhitaaaa♥

ZELAAA

liatliatliaaaaat! cantik abis kan? ini anak pinter bgt, saingan gueeee, but, kita tetep temen. kan bersaing secara sehat (Y) oiyaa zela tuh cerewet bgt trus lucuuuuuuu. baik lagi, wohoho.sering loh curhat ke dia ttg cowoo hehe. lopyuyaa zela♥

FIRAAAAA

nah, inini. mungil, cantik abis kan? oiya dia gasuka dibilang cantik. alright, KE-REN kan? trus ini anak suka bgt bertingkah konyol dan sering buat kita NGAKAK! udah gitu suka banget ngelucu. asik deh nih anak, seru banget kalo main sama dia! love firaaa♥

JEMAA

niih, cewek ini cantik abis kan? indo gidu, padahal katanya sih gaada keturunan nya, dan lo mesti tau kakak nya ganteeeeeeeng bgt mirip sama dia, kayak kembar gitu. asik bgt kalo diajak jalan, pokoknya intinya cantiiiiiiiiik bgtbgtbgttttt. love jemboo♥

IPEEEH

nah gue kalo cerita sama dia nih biasanya, kalo lagi ada masalah. hha. sering bgt dikatain JIDAT, dan sering bgt kita jailin wk, haha maaf laah ya . pokoknya asik bgt kalo diajak curhat. loveya ipeh♥

FIRAA a.k.a NENEQ

cantik kan? banget. rambutnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa uwuwuwu, mau bgtt ah ilaaah, oiya stylish abis loh. suka kita katain neneQ abis mukanya kayak nenek gitu, tapi kalo pake krudung, kalo gak CANTIK! trusya, asik bgt anaknya, apalagi kalo diajak jalan, trus kalo dikelas hebooh abisss ♥firaa

DIFAAAA

lucuuuu imut bgtt anaknyaaaaaaa, baik, kocak aah gemesin. kamarnya enak bgt buat sleepover haha. gak sekelas sih, cuma deket hehe loveyou yaaa difa♥

VANGIIII

cantiiiiiiik abis, FRIENDLY! aaaaa, gak sekelas sih. sekelasnya sama difa, hehe. tapi jujur yaa dia baik bgt! loveyou vangiii ♥

maaf ya yang gak ketulis disini, soalnya cuma yang deketdeket doang heheh maaf yaaaaa ♥