when I felt brokenheart. and must choose-__-

increasingly love. the day he was getting better to me. we are getting closer. more frequent chat. and I feel even more growth. alright it was very difficult to express. and that while I felt in love, but while I was .................................. broken heart! and I had to choose. and it is very difficult and I can't!

so, my friend told me that he liked the people I love, perhaps more accurately ........................... him. in times like this I feel I should let go, and gave him to my friend. but I can't. but I'll try to beat. he's my friend, I don't want us to fight just because a boy that we love. and I had to succumb. I had to choose. yeah I'll do it! and they seem to like each other. it's hurt. but that's what I have to live. especially now that he has rarely greet me. Instead, should I go first to greet. he changed, and I missed when I was close to him. he's not used to greet me. now maybe he had forgotten about me. I was sick when I heard my friend's story about him, how close she was with him. but I'll promise to forget it! I will!

xoxo.

CHIAAAA